that sinking feeling
when you know he doesnt feel the same. You feel like your gonna spew, that your stomach is gona come out through your mouth.
Youd think id be used to it, but each time i fall harder and harder and i just manage to get myself even more upset the more i think about it.
the hardest part is, hes my best friend, he tries not to make it awkward, and in most cases that works, but then i start thinking too into it.
I think is so cliche that i fall for my bestie, its bullshit, in the movies they end up togther but im sure that wont happen in this case.
i guess its better that nothing happened, hes rite im not rite for him, he goes for the easy whores at his gigs,
TASH WAS RITE I SHOULD HAVE GOTTEN AWAY SOONER
